So apparently I have a memory of a 45-year old.
It's been a few years since I had this symptom: for example, I need a pair of scissors, the scissors is in my room @ second floor, I walk up to my room, and then I totally forget what I need to take.
Recently, I think it's gotten worst, for example, when I talk to someone, halfway through the conversation, I will completely forget the point I want to highlight. It's super irritating. Sometimes I have to fake it through, sometimes I just babble something completely different from the initial conversation.
I highlighted this problem to Dr Zhang on my last visit. He looked and me and said, 'Your condition is like a 45-year old. If not taken care, there may be possibilities of Alzheimer when you're old'.
The other day when we were in the car, the topic of which gender is most likely to live longer came up (I think it was inspired by the movie 'Up', great show by the way, love it). Research has shown that generally men do not live longer than women. I suddenly felt very emotional, frustrated and worked up. I said to Boonyee, 'You know... what's the point of eating healthy and being healthy? If you pass away first I'll be alone...'
He then brushed my face gently with his hand. I looked at him, and his eyes were filled with emotions; emotions that can't be spoken or described with words. So silence took over for a while... but at that moment, I knew this love is for good.